everyday assignments

This has taken FAR TOO LONG!!!

2009-12-05T19:57:00.001-05:00

We are writing new short stories. We have the names of three of the one's we are writing right now, and one will be complete soon. We will not say the names, but we will have them up and running, and we are taking on the new Kindle for a kick. People need to begin reading a little more, and sometimes the best work out there is either too long, so no one reads it, or too expensive so no one buys it. So, we are working around the system and doing something else. We will be back shortly.

it's not an "issue" + hardly "a moment"

2008-11-22T16:16:00.002-05:00

The thing is the following: i dislike it, you know like when there i am... typing in my password and all, and i then see blocked sites and sites that are not really being... "crawled". i do not place blame, here... i'm simply saying that i dislike my sites not being crawled. i need these things crawled!!!!! and that's all i can say. my wife says i can't talk anymore right now. i gotta go.....>!

Why.inthe.Hell!!!!!

2008-11-17T14:54:00.002-05:00

yeah...im ticked the hell off!!!!! so i got these blogs n'shit... andfk! the adsese crap aint showin' in reports! soimpissd!!!!!

My Independant Composition where i PRESSE!!!!!

2008-05-21T18:05:00.001-04:00

i think i am having the most difficult evening of my life... tonight... and it's 3:27 in the morning!!!!! does that qualify this as an evening? Does it matter? I really don't know anymore, honestly, and im truly tipping the scales here between bonkers and insane - but those are not very different scales now, are they? see what im meaning here? this is NOT ALL THAT FUNNY! i SWEARiT!!!!! so, you wanna know my story? Here's the deal... so i walk into this room. It's not much of a room, it's more of a lofty place with some space where the walls are thinner than liquid ice and i get very little done on a day to day basis. So, im here, and trying to go there, and there is no road to take in sight, and I'm still trying my best to pave the whole thing, but it's not going anywhere, and neither am i. BUT!!!!! im happy! im smiling! im smiling as in SMILES!!!!! as in USSMILES!!!!! and so, im smiling, and im feeling good, but im feeling like im not doing close to anything, and well the feeling is rotten as all Hell and High Water! So yeah; so I'm sitting here, and trying to think something up, something to do, something to say, heck, something to take me to point infinite from where i'm standing right now. i think i'm making this harder than what it is, in the first place. i'm thinking it's actually much simpler than what i've expected it to be from the beginning. So, along im on the go, right? So back to the room, or the space, or whatever you want to call it - because i don't care for the middle ground as much as how i get to where i want to go!!!!! Nothing seems forthcoming. Nothing is coming. Did i mention nothing is coming to me yet? So i sit here, with a white sheet of paper, and a pencil, and she's there, and she sits, and i stare, and it moves on to a gaze, and sometimes i smile, and sometimes she sees it, and all along the while i know she feels it, and then i do it some more, because well, it's her demand and i live at her command. i wait for a signal, my soul wide awake the entire time, and when the light goes for green im ready - set to go. People come in and out. i write things down - date them too - think some more, then watch her sit all over again. i've not moved the entire time. She's there. i get stressed, she may know it, she may not, she knows where it comes from, and i just move along the line. it's begun to get paved now, and that's a good thing. Some lighter marks on where i need to go.

Yes, YES... i do ALL of those things!!!!!

2008-05-21T18:04:00.001-04:00

YES! i do ALL of THOSE THINGS!!!!! i sit and stare, and sometimes i go very far, and i don't regret a darn thing, because it makes US! HAPPY! but does it bother you? i never meant it to bother, and just did what i was told, and well, that's what i do. is there a particular problem with sitting and writing, while watching, sometimes staring, always in amazement and full of this... i think you want me to go now, and i will. it is late, the times are moving forward, no matter how much i'd rather it stay still, and now it's time for me to go. So i am going now. i'm going right now. i'm not going to stay here much longer. i'm going right now. Yes, i am going right now. Yes. i am going now, and i will be going right, right, right now. Yes, i'm going right now, i swear. i'm going. i'm here.

What do... US? YES Ma'am!!!!!

2008-05-21T18:02:00.001-04:00

no. i don't find it necessary to write a book of the things i need to get done. Wouldn't a simple to-do list work better? it can be shorter, also. Right? If I were to go into the whole book deal, then it would cause this long over-blown story about the simplest mundane issues i need to handle. like for example, who necessarily would want to know about my going to some store and seeing someone there, and then paying at the register, and then meeting you, and saying hello without speaking a word, and then falling on my face? Maybe the falling on my face part would be funny to some folks, but heck... the trading of pleasure for pain, and not even my own pleasure, but yours, is not very nice, and maybe not something i would rather write about. So, fine. no pain! there is no pain involved! no pain! So no face falling allowed. What about ass-falling? you prefer that? What about slowly sitting on the ground? You know, it can be a very graceful and delicate gesture! Maybe not gesture, more like movement? So what do you think about this story issue i'm considering again? Yes. No, there is no falling on my face, and no i will not be falling on my ass. There will be no pain involved at any point, and we will live happily ever after. That's how the stories end! Doesn't this story end that way? Well, we say it's finished but that's just as much as we want to share - for the time being.

PS. have i mentioned i love this woman? have i mentioned i am truly the scumbucket wimpiest wimpy wimp? i just wanted to make that clear before anyone got any ideas.

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2008-05-21T17:54:00.003-04:00

Something between tacks & that-

2008-05-21T17:51:00.004-04:00

i SWEARNESS!!!!! i had all these things i was going to write, and then... and then... well and then... then i... i forgot... well, "forgot" is very harsh sorta-sometimes-mostofthetime-word... so maybe it... no i DID NOT FORGET!!!!! and so, so yes... so i was... well i am... no see this is the thing... i... it... it's... ists there! i swear!!!!! these things are there! ists... ists... ists they are! so... so now... now i am realizing that the reason i have gone blank, sorta-sometimes like now, is that... well... i've been hurrying up the entire time doin' these things because i... well the point is that yes... ists there is only... i've been thinking so much about getting these things all done, and making sure this is all good for US! that i will now go back to my composition notebook, and the little notes and all that sorta stuff, and i will write this all! And now... now i think i am going to admit... i AM ADMITTING!!!!! THIS IS MY APOLOGY!!!!! i HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN!!!!! {i shake at these moments} ists LAWFULL!!!!! as in... WE ARE LAWFULL!!!!! as in... i think now she wants to complete the rest. She knows me better than i, so... she leads with my eyes closed!!!!!